Nov 12, 2009

MY SONG... At this moment in my life!


If you know anything about me, you know my obsession with music and words. I have always had a certain song for a certain period in my life. It is just my thing... Well, on Monday night Jason and I went to LA for the David Gray concert. When he played, "This Years Love" I sat there and thought to myself the words to this song pretty much sums up where I am in my life RIGHT NOW. WOW!

The thing I love about music is that it says the words I usually cant. I tend to really listen to words and when I am too afraid to say something to someone, I will just send a song. I know for me I am so very scared to fall in love. Having been hurt in the past, I tend to run whenever I feel like I might possibly care about someone more then they care about me. At this point in my life I don't want to waste time on someone who cannot love me back and so I am SURE that is why I can so relate to this song. I have been waiting for the right person in my life. The person I will fall madly in love with... I wonder if its THIS YEARS LOVE?

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on

Turning circles when time again
It cuts like a knife oh yeah
If you love me got to know for sure
Cos it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
And when you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last